::Pfft
11:31 a.m. - 2007-03-29
You know there are the days when you have so much to say,so much you wish you could share but you simply feel so choked you don't know where to start?
This is one of those days.
I know i'm supposed to be pissed at you. Dead angry and my blood really did boil for a minute or two. Because i was really under the impression that we could be fixed. But this was the last straw. To have to hear someone tell me that it seems like you've moved on to greener pastures, or rather at least seeming like you're enjoying the whole breakup makes me figure you're simply not worth it.
The sacrifices made seem so pointless. I gave up so much that i could have done. I gave up so many chances to be a better person because you didn't like me that way. I gave up opportunities in the fear that it'd cut me away from you. I should have lived my life the way i did all my life. But for you, i was more or less willing to take a step back and let you control.
I guess that was my bad eh?
Well here's a hint, the next time you want to be hanging off anyone's waist, at least make sure it ain't Tekka.
