::To hurt or not to hurt
3:57 p.m. - 2006-10-25
To hurt or not to hurt
Recently, one of my closest friends had to undergo a very painful and heartwrenching moment in life. Something quite similar to what i had to experience a month back: A revelation of how the one person you held with utmost regard was actually far from this perceived notion.
Its funny because these were people we had already put in our past, but we always thought of them in the highest of regards. When such things happen, you start wondering if the whole relationship was really a lie. And then it becomes so unhealthy and painful.
On a completely different note, i was lamenting to Dalvin and Jesreen(Priya 1 and Priya 2) as to how we can never ever catch our own boyfriends cheating on us though we claim to be so self aware. Somehow or rather, when emotions get in the way, we always always end up letting our guards down and giving the loved one the benefit of the doubt.
Is this wrong? Are we naive? I really don't know. I always thought that it would be impossible to cheat me(what with all my threats of chopping penises and feeding them to the dogs). But i was taken for a 1 1/2 year ride.
I think humans as a whole have two fucked up tendencies. The innate tendency to fuck around and the innate tendency to fall for those who fuck around.
Anyhow, i think I'm doing good this time so i shall keep at it yes?
