::don't ..
8:15 p.m. - 2006-09-19
I type this amidst finishing my rushed assignments and waiting for Puva to do his so that we can go get Chocolate Ecstasy! Do women really mean what they say? When we say its okay, do we really think its okay?
When we smile and shrug things off, does it mean that we really don't care? When we say enjoy yourselves when you go meet some other ladies, can't you tell that we secretly hope she begins to repulse you or that she breaks a leg in the midst of meeting you?
When we say that we are fine with it, do you really think we have forgotten the issue?
The only reason why we act like we're fine is because we don't want to come across as being overbearing and overtly paranoid. We don't want to be thought of as the stereotypical girlfriend or girl friend. It just like how men sometimes hide their pornography in case they are thought of to have too much of a sex drive.(with this statement,i do NOT mean that watching pornography reflects a high sex drive. i am just showing you a parallel so do not start bombarding me).
The point is this, we are all afraid to be painted as the high strung stuffy girlfriend or lady friend. Thus we try our level best to ensure that we keep such emotions and such reactions in check.
But on your part, you should know better than to actually take what i say to be the truth. It really is not okay and i am secretly an insanely jealous and overly protective person. I like my territory to be mine and i do not enjoy watching other dogs pee all over it(im sorry to reduce you to this level but oh well).
Sigh. When would men understand? What do women want? We want you to be able to read our actions not just explicitly but implicitly as well..
Growl.
